okay, so since everybody seems to have the wrong idea about what really went down at the movie under the stars, here it is:
so im there with my best friend from like grade 2 that moved away and all my other friends are there too, we are all on top of one of the dugouts.
so she knows a few from elementary school that i still hang around with.. in particular one guy who i kinda sorta liked. they both knew. didnt see any problem there.
so, the movie is almost done, and all of a sudden they are cuddled up under the same blanket. it *was* the 3 of us talking, but i was getting excluded from the conversation,
so of course, me being a stubborn bitch and all, i went and sat a few feet away by myself. after a few minutes i realized nobody was talking anymore and i looked over to see why it went so quiet.
my jaw almost dropped out of it's socket.
.... so i've heard different versions of this part, "they kissed and she started crying" and all that kind of stuff...
they were making out knowing full well i was 5 feet away.
so, i just got up, jumped down from the roof, and started walking home. its only 4 blocks.
about 1 block down the hill, a group of my friends that got bored with the movie were walking towards me.
they made me tell them what happened. they let me go home. they went back up.
i dont know what happened, but i heard one of my best buds slapped him (proud of you)
i was about halfway home and the traffic was starting to pile up when the "where are you" and "im so sorry" texts started to pile up.
the feeling of seeing 2 of your oldest friends that you trust doing the things you least expect and that they know would hurt you is unexplainable. its a horrible feeling. its betrayal.
think before you leap & live to love