it's when i cry myself to sleep at night i realize that all i wish we were can never happen.

It's Been A While

Well I guess it's been a while...
Things have gotten better,
Then worse again.

I'm hoping now that they get better again, but there's just a couple things that keep playing with my mind, nagging me. Life just isn't fair, and not everyone finds somebody to have a good time with in high school. Moving from a smaller city where there is only one high school, to another city, just a little bigger; is hard to do if you don't have incredible social skills.

The last little while, I've drowned myself with hockey and Taylor Swift in my own little week long pity party. It's a great feeling you should know, when you realize what you thought you were okay with; turns out to be the worst fact of your existence.